I finally found the courage to try and look for some traineeship as a tailor even if I am 31 and leaving a safe job scares me to death because “omg what I am doing with my life?” and somehow follow a dream I have always had and then I call mum to ask her if she can send my all of my certificates from Italy and she goes like:
"WHAT? I am already concerned and nervous! you have to be practical, you cannot just leave everything, will you find a job then? will you be able to survive???"
… and then they ask my why I am not the daring type…